the passings of the past month have been fairly significant. some people have seriously fucked up, jepodised social trust. its all about respect. if you do not respect yourself, then you cannot respect others, you cannot respect me.

a natural distance is growing between myself and those who choose to neither respect themselves nor myself. my ties with those who flourish with genuine and worthwhile characteristics grow stronger, i am beinging to enjoy my new niche. continual reciprocatory support in unconditional trust friendships are a welcome element in my life. it requires an additional emotional investment, but its so positive and progressive it’s all worthwhile.

and then of course there is her. only 2 weeks, but its feels more like 2 months. forcing the best out of each other, going with the flow and enjoying life.