Diddl is my new friend.

It’s always very satisfying to wake up early to such a awesomely beautiful day. As my current working schedule requires my rising at 6am every morning, I find it hard to sleep past 7am. Plus sleeping during daylight hours is hard for me. A perfect blue sky, refreshingly green grass and fresh air were a welcome sight this morning when I woke up.

Dispite the weather yesterday, I still went on the r31 cruise. I met up with another sillhoutte at roma st then we headed up to samford. Then we met up with 2 more r31s and drove up to mt nebo then back down into brisbane for lunch. The whole mountain was blanketed in thick cloud, which made the drive exhilerating. It was really special to see the two red hotplate afterburner tail lights burning through the cloud 100mtrs down the road. The wet road really proved interesting, but the LSD (and good tyres ) really proved to be invaluable in such conditions. The other two r31s with just the standard diff just couldnt keep up. The other sillo’s 2.25 exhaust system sounded great, and I’m thinking again about getting that catback job done, but with a 2.5 inch flavour. It’s a pity I’m so ultra conscience of the impact on my insurance this may have.

So flix and I went and bought a fish tank. then went home, got her some internet skills, had a nap and then I came home.

As I generally get up so early, I tend to go to bed quite early (unless there is a quad fuck off episode of law and order. ) but I got asked to ’slut’ for a CS clan Hk last night, with the war starting at 9:30pm which was in my normal sleeping time. So with a cup of coffee i joined Hk vs u.Advant on de_cbble. We came out winning 14-10 after a strong offencive round followed by an even stronger defencive effort as CTs. Was a great match, I miss the old wars of R3G, but we’re not really in the CS game (let alone any game) anymore. Mabey I’ll slut more.

That damn coffee kept me up till 2.

“Chris, I think you were meant to be a girl.”
“Lisa, I think you were meant to be a girl.”

haha bam.

A rather irregular blog type post.

Screamfeeder - Hi Cs

Well its the pseudo weekend. Cruise tomorrow, then who knows. Optus had boned our account. They kinda lost a cheque we sent them, and said we were way over due or some crap. lame. wel lthey were cool about it but still. sif no net.

so yeah.

kthxbi

Airwave - Escape From Nowhere

Made my first sale today. Proud. Goin out because I’m so forkin pumped. moist.

Pnau - Mellotron

As I sit here listening to Alan Braxe And Fred Falke - Intro, I remember the good’ol days of pizza, izzard and cascades. Why the fuck did we fuck this up and for what for?

I just don’t understand.

I’m suprisingly relaxed before what could be the most deciding day in my career in the travel industry. If I can be seen to be able to sell, then I’m in. It’s hard to be completely confident and do something when you’re still not sure. Diving in to the deep end.

I finally got around to look at uni subjects for this semester this morning. ugh. /me want matrix style learning.

Yes, my favourite time of the day is from 3 - 10 in the morning, specifically bewteen 3 and 6.

donnie darko was an ok film. death to smoochy was better.

now this is the shitzen.

well, i better go get ready for work.

kthxbi.

I don’t know if it’s your blatant and continual cynicism, your misguided work ethic, your poor interpersonal skills, your inability to negotiate your internal emotions, your continual ignorance towards the impending dilemmas and undynamic and bland approach to something the demands a happy, enthusiastic, exciting and positive environment. Sure you can do everything on the hard line, but no one will want to be there. I have been there supporting without any complaint, continually reminding you of your responsibilities as they are not mine. If you demean and belittle, how can you honestly comprehend we will want to carry on in such a negative environment? It ain’t all gonna fall down, it’s not the end of the world, but no one is enjoying it, it’s never gonna get better until you take a look at how it all really works. Get real.

Pearl Jam - Jeramy

kthxbi

I have one more shift left in my 50+ hour week. These long weeks are starting to really cut me down. Tomorrow’s gonna be tough. It’s when I start to curse in foriegn languages which I do not speak that I know I need a day off. Valentine’s Day today too. ugh. I really don’t have the energy at the moment for such things. meh. And I’m trying to work out where all the monies going!? See, the more you earn the more things break or more expencive your columbian crack dealing midget donkey tastes become. flix always has expencive tastes so i can pick that .

There looks like there will be substantial changes to my life on the horizon.

I noticed today at work that the majority of people at the bogandome where female. Infact, that’s what it’s like most of the time. 70% of our customers are female, generally 20-50yo with their ‘girlfriends’. Like do people work anymore? It seems that people are on constant holidays at the moment. “Oh, we don’t feel like going back to work anymore.” Who do you think you are? Lester Burnham? I guess I’m just tired, jealous of the bums that sponge and don’t work and just bum around and be bums and do fuck all and come and specifically target me with their bumness and make me jealous.

I think it will become my undoing, not being able to stop the increment of workload.

I’m really wanting to get down to the next CLGA, but I think it may pass me by. No, I will make sure ill get there again.

propz to the socceroos.

Well, it’s time to go and do that valentines day dinner thing. sure to be a relaxing evening of jovial fun and games!

track: some Armin Van Buuren live set from last year.